I Caused a Rainbow & Horse Spirit

This post is gonna be full of examples of what happens when you are in alignment with the universal energies and it just keeps going and going and it’s so beautiful and overwhelming…

As I said, yesterday (June 26th, 2020) I put my name out there. Yesterday was universal and personal day 9 (if you are not familiar with this, you might wanna get familiar with numerology). Day 9 is the day of endings, when a 9-day-sequence is over, it starts with day 1 again. So, yesterday, on day 9, I finally put myself out there and then at night, so at the transition from day 9 to day 1 (which is the day of new beginnings), YouTube recommended this song to me:

You see, End (day 9) to Start (day 1) and the chorus starts with “Gotta end it tonight to start again”. Ready for a new flight… So, this video got recommended to me at night at an “end to start” point and it’s from an album called Awaken… Perfect synchronicity. It’s also Japanese, which I find very beautiful, so I feel like that means something as well.
Also, you see it’s all rainbow colors, but I’ll get into that later. First of all, I will give you a proper translation of this song, because for some reason, I really feel like it. Here we go:


I know 止まれば先は無いって
I know there will be no future if I stop

真っ暗闇でも fight it
Even if it’s pitch dark, fight it

陽炎のように揺らいでるぼやけた未来に向かって
Heading towards a blurred future swaying like a heat haze


One way road

分かってる 現状維持じゃ lame

I know, maintaining the status quo is lame

It’s one way road

長くて険しい道でも

Even if it’s a long and rugged way

One way road

探せ 自分だけのstyleで

Search with your own style

いつだって be myself
Always be myself


Gotta end it tonight to start again

Ready for a new flight, time for a slayin’

x 2



散らばる点を線で繋ぐ chain
A chain connecting the scattered dots with a line

描き出す面の上で踊れ 一晩中踊れ
Dance on the surface you draw out, dance all night long


どこにいたって君にも届け張り上げる声
A voice that reaches and is raised in you, no matter where you are

君のままでそれだけは守って
Just keep it as you are

We go hard now

この音で

With this sound


Gotta stay strong

What I build ゼロに戻し ground up

What I build is put back to zero ground up

躊躇いなんて燃やしな burn them
Burn things like hesitation, burn them

闇切り裂いて
Cutting off the dark

始める new phase
Starting a new phase

It’s a new phase coming up


夜が終わる瞬間に目の前広がる景色 yes, I see
Yes, I see the scenery extending in front of my eyes the moment the night ends

先は不確か
The future is uncertain

後戻り無しだ
Turning back is unacceptable

それでもいい
Even so it’s okay

見えてるさ 光は
Light is in sight


憧れだけじゃ満たせないから
Because I cannot be satisfied by yearning only

Finding my own way to make it

旅が怖いなら

If the journey is scary

What I’m living for ひとつも変わらない my heart
What I’m living for, my heart doesn’t change a bit

変わらない my heart
My heart doesn’t change


Gotta end it tonight to start again

Ready for a new flight, time for a slayin’

x 2


今いる場所も悪くない view 誰かが言う
The place you’re at right now is not bad either, says someone

居心地も良いけど空しくなる
It’s comfortable, but it gets empty

Baby, it ain’t what I do


他の誰のものでもない my life ただ駆け抜けたい
I just want to run through my life that’s not anyone else’s

倒れそうな時には君がいる
When I seem to fall down, you’re there

You and you and you, yeah


憧れだけじゃ満たせないから
Because I cannot be satisfied by yearning only

Finding my own way to make it

旅が怖いなら

If the journey is scary

What I’m living for ひとつも変わらない my heart
What I’m living for, my heart doesn’t change a bit

変わらない my heart
My heart doesn’t change


Gotta end it tonight to start again

Ready for a new flight, time for a slayin’

Gotta end it tonight to start again

The origin will begin

Ready for a new flight, time for a slayin’

x 2


Okay… this is so freakin’ emotional for me… It feels like my heart is going to explode… I have to explain a few lines to you that really speak to me here:

I know, the maintenance of the current state is lame
The place you’re at right now is not bad either, says someone
It’s comfortable, but it gets empty
It ain’t what I do

That’s what I said in my previous posts! I feel like everyone’s been too passive and it needs to change!

A chain connecting the scattered dots with a line
You know, a lot of people still think that everything is separate and that they have nothing to do with another person. This is duality based thinking. The truth is, nothing is separate. Every single thing here is interconnected. You wouldn’t be reading this if, let’s say your great grandparents hadn’t met dozens of years ago, or even if Pangaea hadn’t been separated millions of years ago, or even if the star dust hadn’t formed this planet we’re living on today. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?! Every single piece fits perfectly together, but most people still aren’t aware of it! Now, there are emerging more and more people who “connect the dots” and realize the unity of everything.
Funny that the theme I’m using for this blog has those integrated dots and lines floating around in the header lol. Again, consciousness, you are so fucking intelligent. I wonder why you’re playing this game. Wouldn’t it just be better to not exist? xD

Dance on the surface you draw out
This is a call for me to express myself.

A voice that is send and raised to you no matter where you are
This is consciousness. You are it, it’s inside you, so no matter where you are, you are always connected with spirit, you can always communicate with it.

What I build is put back to zero ground up
When you go through a spiritual awakening, you are completely reset, as I’ve mentioned before. Thinking patterns dissolve, you may develop new skills, feel like a completely different person, your body changes, etc. What I’m experiencing right now is that I’m becoming more reckless and less careful lol. The left hemisphere of the brain (responsible for logical and analytical thinking), I don’t know, it just feels like it is suppressed by right hemisphere, which is responsible for creativity and intuition and stuff like that. So these days I feel like I’m just completely guided by my intuition, it’s like I go through life without logically thinking a lot and that makes it really hard to follow people’s conversations about “normal” stuff that’s actually unimportant, because I see the bigger picture and most of the time, their problems aren’t real problems, but I can sense the emotions that are involved and react to that, if necessary. But yeah, if I wouldn’t logically know that certain situations cause certain emotional responses in people, I wouldn’t understand why, for example, someone is sad when someone dies. Because to me, death is nothing said. It’s as much a part of life as life and without death there wouldn’t be life and in reality, we are all immortal and infinite, so nothing to be sad about here. But yeah, I don’t think a lot of people get this yet.

Because I cannot be satisfied by yearning only
Finding my own way to make it
A lot of people think they can’t do something and so they try to find satisfaction by seeing other people do what they want to do or they make other people do what they want to do. This may work for some time, but at some point your soul might not be able to be satisfied with that only. Everyone is at a different level of course, in my case, yes, I cannot be satisfied with yearning only anymore. So here we are lol. Finding our own ways, creating our own world.

The origin will begin
It’s a new phase, back to the basics. That’s why I brought Corona upon this world 😉


So, now back to the story. I work at a cafe on weekends and today a lot of miracles and synchronicities happened there. *crying*

First of all, two horses showed up! Two people came with two horses to buy some ice cream. I was inside and didn’t notice, but the owner of the cafe exitedly waved at me to come out and showed me the horses. I was captivated. For some reason I felt to incredibly drawn to them, I went out and petted them, it was like we had known each other for a very long time, I think the owners noticed that too, so they asked me if I usually ride horses (which I don’t), it felt really familiar.
Then I went inside again and after a while the senior owner of the cafe came in to say hello. It was the first time he saw me without mask, he’s always been joking about it, so he said “Finally I can see you without mask! But I saw you before with the horses, do you know them?”, “No”, I answered. “Really? Because you looked very close and intimate”. And later I also saw the word “Majestic” on a fridge! BOY! That was not a coincidence! Words are not enough to describe what a strong connection I felt to them! And you know what? I’ve recently been drawing the horse spirit card (message: Freedom is yours) and this pet card continuously. It tells me that I have a special bond with animals and so I’ve been feeling all the time, I see and meet wild animals and people with animals all the time and I love them so much and they love me, it’s just so beautiful, animals are often more humane than humans, if you know what I mean… With their unconditional love.

Then, some time later my colleagues started talking about a rainbow they’d seen yesterday?! They said it was a huuuge double rainbow and it lasted unusually long! CAN YOU CONNECT THE DOTS?! When I heard that I was like BOOM! My heart was racing and I felt like I was downloading loads of energy! I missed the rainbow, but it was shown to me in the form of the song above! For fucks sake! How freakin’ amazing is this?! Anyway, one of my colleagues and my husky friend sent me some pictures! 😀 Unfortunately, none of them show the whole rainbow in one picture, but oh well 😀

Apparently it was even a double rainbow! Man, it must have been huge and beautiful! Just checked if someone else wrote about the spiritual meaning of rainbows and found this:

A rainbow is a sign of blessing for your ventures, those close to you, and yourself. It is a powerful sign and it can be seen as a message from the Universe or Spirit that you are headed in the right direction. Much like the biblical meaning or symbolism, it signifies an end to difficulty and despair.

The rainbow is made up of the seven formative forces or rays and while it is a beautiful and often breathtaking phenomenon, it has also come to have a deeper meaning for me; It’s a symbol of all of creation and of the unity of all those formative forces and colors that create the world we live in.

Take it as a promise from the Universe that everything is going to be okay and that any challenges you’re facing or new projects you’re working on are worth the time and effort you’re investing.  If you turn a rainbow upside down it’s like a smile in all the colors of the spectrum, so the Universe is smiling on you and reminding you that you yourself take the role of creator on a daily basis by shaping your world, your experiences, and your outcomes.
(Source here)

Yep. That’s what I intuitively think when I see a rainbow 🙂

So, then it started to rain heavily and I had no umbrella. My colleagues offered me to drive me home, but I always go for a walk after finishing work, so I wanted to do that, even though it was raining. Then the owner of the cafe offered me an umbrella! And guess what color it was 😉 PURPLE! xD Can you believe it?! xD

And here’s another synchronicity: After work I went to the supermarket to buy some groceries. And here’s the receipt:

You remember, 3 is one of the most powerful spiritual numbers, I’ve been seeing it a lot along with 6 and 9. Almost every minute I see those numeric synchronicities everywhere! It’s already become like the most normal thing to me… But it’s still so damn amazing every time it happens… Also, I started to edit a post today at 19:08 pm and the post was number 198… So I looked up angel number 198 and it said this:

Angel Number 198 is a message that your prayers about money and finances have been heard and acknowledged by the angelic and spiritual realms. Follow your passion and purpose and you will automatically manifest your monetary and material supply.

Holy fucking shit! I was just thinking about my financial situation right before this happened! LOL!

Boy, I can’t even tell ya how unbelievable this all is. But at the same time it feels like it can’t be any other way. I mean, why else would we exist? This is the paradox of life. In the end, nothing matters, but while you’re alive everything matters. It’s like number 9 – nothing and everything. Maybe I will explain that later, if I remember or if you want me to. Let me know 🙂

Man, today my heart really worked hard… I felt like crying out of joy and love and energy overflow almost all day long… Whew.

Also, I was so touched by all the help that was offered to me by all the people (= angels) around me! You know, even if you aren’t aware of it, everyone you meet is an angel sent to you from heaven to teach you a lesson or to support you, even if it may not always feel like that 😉

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