(The number of this post is 699, hehe.)

Recently, I’ve been drawing these two cards a lot (click images to read interpretations):

Father Healing Card Extended Description - Mermaids and Dolphins Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue
Sonya  Angel Card Extended Description - Messages from Your Angels Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue

Which immediately made me think of my dad. He died when I was 13. I wasn’t particulary sad or something, since I’ve never thought of death as something bad. Also, I kinda sensed it would happen and wasn’t really surprised (clairvoyance). Anyway, he’s been popping up a lot in my mind recently. This picture popped up in my head and I got the urge to share it:

Seriously, when I look at him, it’s like I’m just looking at myself (pretty attractive, huh? 😏😂 Jk, but not really 😂). Like his spirit is inside me and he’s protecting me (his Zodiac sign is Sagittarius).

I’ve also had dreams where I slept with him, which means this:

“If you’re having sex with your father it may mean you are associating yourself with his qualities – perhaps he was good at decision-making or he was the main wage earner.” (Source)

“A real father in a dream is associated with patronage, significance, will, influence, power. As well as skill, professionalism, self-assertion. Most likely, subconsciously you want (or feel the need) to adopt strong features of his character, to receive protection or simply become closer to him.” (Source)

Well, that’s exactly how I feel these days 😂 He makes a pretty powerful and assertive impression on me, which is exactly how I feel and what I’m attracted to (strong-willed and sharp-looking things like huskies and stuff). I just can’t stand pussies, you know? 😂

You remember that guy I’ve talked about before? He has the same soul urge number as my dad (5), which is my life path number (if you don’t know what these things are, google them! lol). So, consciousness, are you trying to set me up with someone who’s like my dad? 😂 Idk, man. Not sure yet if I can have satisfying conversations with that person, but if there is some other form of connection, we can play around with that… ‘Cause why not? 😂 #donttakelifetooseriously 😂 But I’m sure you know what you’re doing, consciousness, so I’ll just listen to my intuition and act as guided 😂

(I’m a little bit light-headed right now, because I just ate a ton of food, which is probably the only thing that grounds me at least a little bit and makes me feel like a normal human being these days… Well, not really lol. Also, doesn’t last very long. The energy I’m burning these days is insane 😂)

Here’s a random song that popped up in my head a few minutes ago. PUMP IT UP! *headbang* 😂😂😂 (told ya, I’m a little bit high? right now 😂)
This line: “Check out my right girl, but don’t touch my radio”??? 😂 Okay… 😂

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