“Life will keep bringing you the same test over and over again until you pass it. The path isn’t a straight line, it’s a spiral. You continually come back to things you thought you understood and see deeper truths.” (Source)
Synchronistic events kept piling up and now some lines of this song that I’ve translated and talked about before make much more sense. But first of all this picture I posted on Instagram is crucial (with some lines of the song I’m gonna be talking about again in this post):
My husky friend sent me this picture, I found it really cool. Those two are a male and a female husky running together. Her husky, the male husky, is old and sometimes pretty inactive, but when his female companion shows up, he becomes all young and energized again, she told me.
So, duality. My expression number is 22/4, which comes with this challenge:
“As this is a master number, it can be reduced to the potential of number 4 or number 2. It’s necessary to maintain a balance between these energies. This could have disturbing effects. The energy of number 4 represents stability, security, a slow pace and comfort zone, while the energy of number 2 is subtle, more flexible and asks for cooperation.”
(Source. It’s a fucking amazing app, you should use it! Unfortunately not sponsored XD Well, I don’t even have a nearly large enough audience tho (yet! XD) hahaha).
So, time for some companionship! Which brings me to the lines of the song:
Is the long awaited shadow you or me?
The guy I keep talking about 😂 seems to have pretty much the same shadow aspects as me (or my former self).
Shivers, open the door!
I think this was a hint that I would experience the vibrations and trembling I mentioned in this post. 😂
Oh baby, it’s you
The shadow yearning for light is now dancing in the dark
Now, he’s the clueless (dancing in the dark) shadow yearning for light (me)? XD
Baby, I don’t want nobody but you
I seem to. 😂
Going beyond everything and being able to meet again is an irreplaceable existence
This brings us back to the quote I mentioned at the beginning. Situations and people pop in your life for a reason, to teach you certain lessons. And they will keep popping up until you fucking get it and get out of the spiral. That’s also why déjà-vus (a sign from another song 😂 oh, how fucking intelligent you are, Universe! XD) exist, you know? You literally just relive stuff over and over again or remember stuff from previous lives or the future. Now, there is this thing called soulmates:
“The true innermost spiritual meaning of what people on earth call soulmate is the one eternal partner made and given by [consciousness]. However humans on earth most of the time fail to recognize their soulmate and feel attracted by partners of previous incarnations or by close relatives from previous incarnations.” (Source)
Now, I also keep drawing this card a lot these days (click to read interpretation):
You can have more than one soulmate and it doesn’t have to be a romantic partner, either, but in my case it apparently is XD. Hmm, dolphins. Dolphins represent playfulness. Just as… the guy XD. Sometimes he’s like a little child, it’s cute, especially because he’s much older than me XD.
So, “going beyond everything and being able to meet again is an irreplacable existence” -> going beyond everything = after a spiritual awakening we meet again.
Today I indeed got a reply from the guy XD (reminds me of this 01:05 XD ya know this?! XD) (if you don’t know what I’m talking about read the previous post). He replied later than usual, when I already was preparing myself to never hear from him again XDDD. His reaction was surprisingly positive, so I guess he has chosen the way of opening up a little. YES! Well, deep down I know there is something, my intuition never lets me down XD.
Okay, now to you people… I’d really like to know who of you actually reads these posts until the end and understands or at least tries to understand what I’m talking about here?! Pleeeease give me a sign (that’s not a like!)! Say something! Anything! Ask me wtf are you talking about or start a philosophical conversation! I want to see some sincere souls here! Because in the past (on one of my previous blogs 😂), I once wrote a post just ranting about and insulting people straight to their stupid faces asking them to NOT like the post and what did I get? More likes than on any other post XD. Wtf? 😂 Idk, maybe they just wanted to tease me lol. But my conclusion was then that a lot of people really don’t give a fucking damn and just like posts without reading them. So please! If you’ve read this ’til the end, give me a siiiiign 😭😂