Hey, Leah from “Nourish Your Soul”, you liked this post, but you realize that you also were one of the idiots I was talking about, no? Liking almost all of my fucking posts, but not following this blog. You either explain to me what’s going on or you follow or you fuck off. Jesus Christ, do I really have to call out every fucking idiot here separately?! Why is everyone so fucking stupid, can you at least explain to me why you are being so stupid? Please? Or do you really just not read these posts? Trust me, I’m so hyperconscious, I notice it all. I can give you a whole fucking list with people who are acting dumb, okay? And you know what I hate? Dumb stuff! XD If you want me to directly contact and insult you, keep doing your shit! XD
Today I had an appointment where I had to drive to another city. Up until now, I wasn’t really interested in driving and I hated the sound of motors and shit, but todaaay, as I was driving back home, I was listening to this song while driving and wooooooo~! I had so much freakin’ fun and felt sooooo epic and freeeee~~~ XD The sound of motors, omg! I love it now! XD I wanna drive so fast listening to that song! XD I also thought of him as he told me that he’s also not really interested in cars, but used to drive a lot in New Zealand.
Also today, as I was giving it to myself thinking of him XDDD, this image (more or less XD) with the command from the Universe to draw it popped up in my mind:
His aura is so red, I think he must be good at it!!! 🔥🔥🔥😂 I hope… 😂 Not like the last one whom I had to teach everything although he already had 2 relationships before me and he was my first one 😂😂😂. Guys, do you learn nothing watching or reading stuff or something?! 😂
You know, I’m not quite satisfied with that drawing. First of all, I hate how the eyes are not perfectly symmetrical 😂, but the pen I drew this with dispersed differently. Left side looking sharp, just as I want 🔥, right side not so much 😂.
You know, I used to draw a lot when I was young, but then I got other interests and also, I was such a perfectionist that I was never satisfied with anything (a lot of artists are, I guess 😂). And drawing and art are such things that have no standards or frame, you know? You can create anything without any… uhhh… 기준. Uhh… like standard, but I feel this word is a little bit different, you know what I mean? XD I need something like a frame, but oh well. Since nothing is ever perfect and everything depends on the perceiver, I’ll just upload all the stuff as it is XD. I also tried to draw the same thing again, but first of all, the first one always turns out the best and secondly, it’s not like photo editing where you can quickly change stuff. Drawing shit repeatedly takes much more time and that’s too boring for me to do XD. Maybe I’ll do digital drawing at some point.
I also drew this at my friend’s house today:
My ex once said after looking at one of my drawings, “It looks like you drew this. I can see that you drew this.” XD. I know what he meant XDDD. I’m sure that now, if you see something I drew, you’ll know that I drew it 😂👍. My stuff always looks kinda sharp 😂. I can’t with cute and round and messy and not sharp looking shit 😂. And then I mostly draw eyes and the rest may or may not come into existence 😂.
So, back to the first picture with me and him 🔥😂, I was thinking I’ll be like his husky 🔥🔥🔥, forcing him to run, dragging him along with me when he gets stuck in his fears or whatever 😂👍. Ohh boy, why is he so afraid to contact me?! 😂 Aren’t men supposed to NOT be fucking pussies?! 😂 Come ooon! 😂
Don’t you think huskies look fucking sexy?! I mean, for real, no human being will ever look as sharp and sexy as a husky 🔥💯, except the ones I draw maybe 👌😂.
Also, why is everyone so afraid to talk about sexual stuff? Come on, people, it’s just like death, it’s just a fucking part of life, why would you be embarrassed about it or try to ban it, like wtf? My friend from Korea told me that they just keep banning everything related to it, ya can’t even access any sites anymore, hello? People and society are fucking mad and insane, it’s ridiculous.
Oooh and you know what else is fucking sexy?! Asian (these days specifically Japanese 😂) men with their sharp-looking eyes and thick black hair styled like the one I drew 🔥🔥🔥, I fucking love it!!! 😂👌💯
My Internet has been fucking useless these days, so I’m writing this post with my mobile data on my phone which is fucking annoying 😂. Why doesn’t anything work properly these days?! 😂
I was also thinking, as I was drawing, how annoying it is that everything you imagine, you have to do annoying shit to bring it into existence and then it doesn’t even turn out as you imagined 😂. Like the drawing, I just want to think of it and then it should just create itself without me having to do annoying stuff like picking pens and paper and then be careful that it doesn’t disperse so much and shit 😂. Fucking annoying! 😂 On the other hand, the image turned out even sharper than I had originally imagined, which I like 👌😂.
Okay, so I hope my Internet will be working tomorrow, because making these posts on the phone is not very convenient 😂. See ya! 😀
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