People!!! 😠😠😠 Fucking Talk to Each Other!! 😠😠 Gosh! πŸ˜ πŸ˜‚

So, as some of you may have noticed, I called out TheTravellothoner in several of my posts, but since there was no reaction and he kept liking my posts, today I left a comment on his blog:

Me: Hey, do you really read my posts or just like them for self-promotion? Because if you like almost all of them, but don’t follow my blog, I want to ask you to stop liking them or just follow. I don’t like it when people like all of my posts, but never follow my blog, okay? It just seems so insincere.
He: I usually prefer reading posts when I’m scrolling through the reader, don’t like following cause then the new post email fills my inbox completely.
Me: lol you can turn that off in the settings! πŸ˜‚

People, pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease! First of all, why doesn’t the idea of taking a look at your settings come into your mind?! On a broader level, WHY DON’T YOU CHANGE SOMETHING IF YOU DON’T LIKE IT?!

Okay, I can’t blame you. I used to be like that too. Keeping it to myself, not calling people out on their shit, but those times are over and now I’m here to teach you! XD

You know, I say a lot of shit, I say what I think and don’t really care about it, because I act in terms of energy and intuition. What you say is not that important, how you say it and how you act and the feeling and energy behind it tells what you really mean.

So what can we learn from this dilemma above? πŸ˜‚ FUCKING COMMUNICATE, OKAY?! Don’t let shit slide! Call people out on their shit! But don’t play the blame game! You see what happens when people just keep it to themselves?! Make themselves suffer as well as other people, because they don’t know what’s going on!

So, I still wonder why you didn’t say anything, dude?! If I made a false assumption and insult you, wouldn’t it be a good idea to let me know that you do read my posts?! πŸ˜‚ Come ooooon! Fucking talk to each other, people! πŸ˜‚ I’m so done with this shit! πŸ˜‚ Just be fucking open and honest!

There is also this passiveness. I know some people naturally more passive than others and naturally withdraw in certain situations. Well, naturally? I don’t know. Because a lot of it is just fear. Unfounded fear. Why do a lot of people keep it to themselves? Because of fear. Fear of being judged, fear of being… Idk, what else is there? Excluded? So what if someone judges you? There is no “you”, so who the fuck cares? No “you”, no problem, ya know? πŸ˜‚

I mean, look at me, I keep insulting people here over and over again and they still keep coming back for more (without telling me why and what’s fact! Fucking annoying! XD) πŸ˜‚, so what are you afraid of?! πŸ˜‚

Maybe that’s why I always attract so many pussies XD. Passive people, people who are afraid of shit, people who like to keep it to themselves… I feel like I’m supposed to talk the shit out of them and put them under so much pressure until they can’t stand it anymore and finally break free! XD

Okay, this chick called Leah from “Nourish Your Soul” is getting fucking annoying. She has closed all the comments on her blog, so I can’t call her out there XD. Then I looked at her website and contact page, there are social media icons, but when you click on them, they don’t point anywhere. So I’d have to fill out a form if I wanted to contact her directly. Something smells fishy here XD. I ain’t giving you my fucking e-mail address, okay?! Just fucking tell me what’s going on, bitch! For fuck’s sake! XD

You know, as I was walking home today, I was listening to music, so I couldn’t hear a car behind me, so the driver honked at me. Maaaaan, why did he honk?! Could’ve just run me over, so I would’ve finally died and left this fucking planet, as I’ve been wanting to for over half a year now! πŸ˜‚ I hate this shit! πŸ˜‚ Life on Earth is so boooooring and slow and… too… tangible! πŸ˜‚ I wanna be nothing, pleeeeeeeease let me gooo! 😭😭😭

You know, I was thinking, since he is much older than me, he will also die much earlier, right? (if it’s natural death of course). So that means, I can leave this planet earlier too!!! πŸ˜‚ I’mma make a fucking plan πŸ˜‚. When he dies I’ll have everything prepared and then die with him β€οΈπŸ’—πŸ’– It will be beautifuuul 😭😭😭 (Okay, I’m having kind of a breakdown here XD)

But you know, for real. The whole purpose of life is to be alive, shine your light and spread your love in the world, okay? There is no fucking other purpose. Like you can’t just live for yourself, okay? Not possible. That’s fucking ego-based living and it’s incredibly flawed. You’re here to first heal yourself and then help other people and the whole planet to heal itself, okay? Independence is also an illusion. Like people who are like, I wanna be as independent as possible, just do everything on my own, I don’t need anyone’s help (I was one of them btw πŸ˜‚). Ehhh nope. First of all, if it wasn’t for everything and everyone else on this planet, you wouldn’t even be alive right now. How would you be able to buy food without all the farmers who produce it? Without all the people who ship it? Without all the people who sell it, huh? HOW?! Not possible. You can’t be completely independent, but you can be detached.

There was a time when I wanted to just escape somewhere to a forest πŸ˜‚ or an uninhabited island, because I was so tired of people and humanity and also incredibly scared of being dependent on anyone, I wanted to be as independent as possible (without an external identity being projected on me, like my name, birthday and ID and all that other useless shit (labels)) πŸ˜‚, so I thought I’d just go somewhere, live a simple life and hunt animals and stuff to survive until I die πŸ˜‚. But yeah, that’s obviously not how it works here. I mean, if you really feel drawn to that and you feel like it’s your purpose to do so, then go ahead, no problem πŸ˜‚πŸ‘. But in my case, it was coming from a place of fear and suffering (trying to run away from myself by physically escaping to another place), so here I am. Not in a forest πŸ˜‚.

Well, this way of thinking, this desperate need for independence and freedom actually pushed me into this awakening, and now I’m indeed free, free of labels, free of myself. Sometimes it’s kinda weird, because looking at, let’s say, a picture of myself feels exactly the same as looking at a picture of someone else, which makes sense, because once you are separated from the illusory images of yourself, it’s really just like you’re observing yourself just as you’re observing some other person, there is no fucking difference, okay?

Anyway, I’ve never understood the whole “I wanna live a long life” thing. Uhh… why?! Why would you wanna live a long life? πŸ˜‚ Isn’t it better to live 20 years full of joy, fun, action and purpose than 100 years of suffering and pain? ISN’T IT?! I mean, I’m only 26 and already fucking done with this material shit πŸ˜‚. What’s even worse (well, not actually worse, but… ya know? πŸ˜‚), people tell me I look like 20 or even like 16, wtf? Okay, well that was an 18-year old boy who said that, but still πŸ˜‚ (bragging intended btw! XDDD). But yeah, when you get lighter, you also look younger, ya know? Might also partly be the Asian genes tho πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ and healthy lifestyle πŸ‘πŸ˜‚.

Anyway (boy, my paragraphs always start with the same words, excuse the lack of variety πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚, but I just write like I think and talk πŸ˜‚πŸ‘) , I like short and intense stuff more than long and boring shit and that also applies to my life πŸ˜‚. I wanna control when and how I die, okay? In the future, suicide will not be banned, it will be a natural part of human existence, okay? Like who the fuck are you to tell people when they can die or not? If they wanna die, just let them fucking die. In a world where suicide is just as normal as, I don’t know, buying groceries, everyone will be at peace with themselves, no one will be afraid of death, everyone will be enlightened. You go to the store, buy a bottle of Nembutal and then you can rest in peace whenever you want. In such a world no one is afraid of death, because everyone knows that everyone and everything is infinite anyway and that death doesn’t actually exist. Man, how easy and simple everything actually is, but fucking people and their fucking greed and ego make everything fucking complicated.

Okay, how did I get here again? πŸ˜‚

I was just watching this video again and I just have to say that I love Asian male dancers… especially with clothes like at 0:33… black and red… so fucking HOT! πŸ˜‚ Asian men who can dance πŸ€€πŸ€€πŸ€€πŸ˜‚ Just love looking at them! πŸ˜‚ But I like to look at everything that’s aesthetically pleasing, so yeah πŸ˜‚

Anyway, I’m gonna start making T-shirts and stuff again, you know, with insults calling people out on their shit (for example, “Don’t be a fucking racist! πŸ˜ πŸ˜‚) and my art πŸ˜‚. Wearing T-shirts in public telling people how stupid they are?! That’s my kinda thang! XDDD

By the way, yesterday (actually today at… Idk, some time after 12 am XD), I included donate buttons on my website. And shortly after that my stats suddenly exploded. Maybe that’s why?! Is that a sign from you again, Universe?! πŸ˜‚ So, if you want to support this endeavor or just have some money lying around that you don’t need πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚, give it to me!!! πŸ˜‚ I need a digital drawing tablet! πŸ˜‚ All this stuff that wants to be created I’m gonna create anyway, but yeah, with your help it’s gonna be much faster! πŸ˜‚

Peace out!


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4 thoughts

  1. I think some people are just mass-liking posts, Maria.
    They quickly like (almost) all the posts on certain tags, without taking time to read them: to get noticed.
    As for following: I follow about 245 blogs, but its hard to really keep up with them all.
    So I don’t follow anyone who posts too often, now. Or writes really long posts.

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    1. Thank you for your input, Ken. I know a lot of people do that to get noticed, that’s why I’m talking about it all the time, even to them directly (to change that or at least to get rid of them on my blog XD). I’ve also had cases where they actually did read the posts, but still didn’t follow, which I don’t really understand. Just because you follow a blog, doesn’t mean you have to read all of it, I don’t do that either, but I also don’t like random posts without reading them, it’s just annoying πŸ˜‚. I just follow people whom I had conversations with or whose content I really enjoy.
      Anyway, thank you for explaining yourself, it’s good to see that some people actually do take the time to read and think!

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      1. Thank you, Maria!
        My approach is a little different: I like posts on blogs I don’t follow quite often, because it may be just that ONE topic they covered I was interested in, but they usually cover other things.
        Or I like one particular photograph (or artwork), but their others are not really enough to make me want to sign up.
        I may like a beginner’s post, but want to see several more before commiting myself.
        Because I hate to UNfollow someone, once I’ve started.
        (And rarely do, as it might hurt their feelings.)
        So I hold back from following until I’m sure: just like getting into a long term relationship with someone.
        I’m going to be Viewing ALL their stuff, not just being a “ghost”follower.
        (Like many of mine: who I never hear from again after they follow.)

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      2. Oh, I get what you mean! I used to do it your way too! But at some point I realized most people don’t even notice if you unfollow them XD, because they have so many followers and I myself also don’t really care if someone unfollows me, because everyone has their reasons, I don’t know most of the people who follow me and I suppose at least 50 % here are fake followers anyway XD. I unfollow people too when I start to notice that their content is not really what I want to read, nothing personal about that. It’s actually the same everywhere these days, which is kinda sad, but we’ll get through that XD. I just wished WordPress had an option to turn off likes and follows, that would already be a huge step in my opinion. I just think if someone’s really interested in your content, they’ll just remember your site and then stop by whenever they think of it. No need for follow buttons XD, but that’s just my preference.

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