Twin Flame Issues πŸ˜‚

Twin flames exist to make each other grow, not to have an easy airy-fairy relationship, apparently πŸ€”

Okay, I spose (= suppose (sorry, my twin bro infected me XD)) someone’s having commitment issues here XD. Y’know, humans (specifically men XD) are funny creatures. Masters at ignoring their feelings and intuition πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

My twin flame be acting like we’re in an exclusive relationship, but SAYING the opposite lol. He says he wants an open relationship, but then he does not act like it at all, like wants to get some couple T-shirts, like make 2 T-shirts that only he and I wear, when I was like, “Well, I can make those and then they’ll be available to everyone”, he was like, “Nooooo, only you and me!”, and keeps saying and doing things like that, but when it comes to actually admitting stuff, he be like, “No, I want an open relationship”, like wtf? πŸ˜‚

Sooo, at the beginning I was also like, hmm, okay, yeah, maybe try an open relationship, but then he wasn’t acting like it at all and if I am honest with myself, I am also not that kinda person πŸ˜‚ I mean I can talk to a lot of people and stuff, but the twin flame connection is always the strongest πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

Anyway, he has a habit of sending me random pictures of random women he sees on Instagram and telling me how hot someone is, which, of course, I am not very fond of πŸ˜‚, which I also told him honestly, cuz I ain’t playing games, okay? If I’m pissed off, I’ll let you know and if you keep doing shit that pisses me off, well, then I’m out πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ lol.

I mean, it is kinda the same thing like with my ex, I suppose consciousness sent me this dude to keep triggering me and bring more stuff that needs to be healed and learned to the surface πŸ˜‚ I can feel that he is doing that on purpose, because he knows that it triggers me and I get jealous, but uhm… yeah, this time I’m just gonna let it all out and tell him honestly and if he doesn’t get up here on my level, then bye πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ lol. I don’t think a woman exists that would like a dude constantly telling her how attractive someone else is πŸ˜‚. If she does exist, then wow πŸ˜‚ Oh wait, no, there really may be people who are polyamorous hmm… Guess I’m just not one of them πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ lol.

Anyway, you either get the fuck over yourself and admit that you don’t want anyone else right now or you keep doing that shit, but then without me as your relationship… thing, chick, partner, whatever you call it πŸ˜‚ I know what I’m worth and uhh… that’s not it πŸ˜‚ I am way to stubborn to accept anything less than my ideals πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ lol.

You know, although stuff like this doesn’t really drag me down like it would if I were less conscious, it is still a somewhat unpleasant painful feeling. Like those emotions come up to be healed and then be released, that’s why I’m able to laugh my ass off while crying like a… uhh… like Idk, like a heart-broken something… Sorry, it’s 5:30 am in the morning πŸ˜‚

Well, I’ve already described this phenomenon in another post, just don’t remember which one πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ Like stuff just flows through you, you know πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

Anyway, I also told him honestly that I want someone who is so obsessed with me that it doesn’t even occur to him that there are other women on this planet lmao (don’t we want that all? πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ XD), to which he replied: “That stuff only exists in movies”. Oh really? Then why are you and a bunch of other people already acting like and experiencing it, huh? πŸ˜‚

People, just get the fuck over yourselves and be honest, okay? What’s so hard about admitting your feelings? What the fuck do you have to lose? Oh, that’s right, y’all afraid of dying. Who? What? What happens when you admit shit? Does it really hurt you? I hardly think so. The only thing that happens is that you get one step closer to enlightenment and absolute freedom, for fuck’s sake, why don’t you already get it?

Maybe that’s what the song is about I talked about in my previous post? Like me waiting for my twin flame (or really just for the whole world XD) until he comes to his senses? XD But this is way too dramatic, like I’m not all that… sad ‘n’ down and stuff lol. But uhm, ya get the sense, right? XD

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