Wanna know you better
Wanna push you, baby,
but never too far
Wanna show you heaven
Wanna be like you
Just as strong as you are
I wanna be daylight in your eyes
I wanna be sunlight, only warmer
I wanna be daylight in your eyes
I wanna be love, only stronger
I wanna be daylight
Wanna live forever
Wanna touch your hand and explode like a star
Wanna stand beside you
Always be together wherever you are
Wanna know you better
Wanna push you, baby,
but never to far
Wanna live forever
Wanna be like you, just as weak as you are
Weak as you are
I see it in your eyes
I wanna be just you and me
Warmer than sunlight
As you can see (if you’re viewing this from the reader), I changed my profile picture and it’s cracking me up 🤣🤣🤣 It also fits the lyrics of the song, as you can see XD
Can you see the DAYLIGHT IN MY EYES?! XD And “sunlight, only warmer”? Yes! 😎
Well, a couple connotations to some of the lines from the song:
“Wanna push you, but never too far”
Nah. I always wanna push people, push them to the max and beyond, because everyone is just too fucking slow and too fucking passive! lol.
When this song came to my mind yesterday, I first thought of my twin flame of course, but then I also feel like he doesn’t deserve it right now 🤷♀️ lol.
Anywho, I kicked him and another soulmate (the twin bro) out of my life yesterday (means I deleted the contact information and blocked them on the messenger we were using to chat), cuz y’know, I ain’t got time to waste my time (lol) with negative and moody people who aren’t able to raise their vibration and get their fucking asses up here, even after me giving them a chance multiple times 🤷♀️
N then I got a comment from someone on my last post, which wasn’t automatically approved, because he / she added 2 links, but I also don’t really feel like approving it, cuz that person makes an unpleasant impression lol. Here is what she (I’ll just assume that person is feminine, cuz it isn’t really apparent in their blog posts and I don’t really feel like reading them in detail, cuz of the unpleasant energy they emit XD) wrote:
“My two cents:
“A twin flame is the other half of your soul.”
No, I understand one’s twin flame is the last soul you break off from when souls enter dimensional experience. No one else completes you. You complete yourself.
See these two posts of mine:
Good luck with all that twin flame stuff. As you’ll see by first post, I’m done with that… and they really weren’t someone who I would go for anyway. *shrug*
I have a wonderful partner lined up for me, who I’ll be able to be with very soon. Yippee!“
I dunno ’bout you, but to me, this person sounds like a smartass who’s too fucking serious about life and all that stuff 🤷♀️ (no emojis whatsoever! lol) And I myself probably sound like a smartass too sometimes, so I don’t need more of that kinda shit on ma blog (especially if it’s not coming from me!) 🤷♀️ lol.
Lemme just tell you, I’m not that fucking serious about life and relationships and stuff, okay? I just go with the flow and let things pass through me.
Also, “No one else completes you. You complete yourself.” – I know. You don’t need to fucking tell me that. If there’s one person on this planet that doesn’t need to be told that, it’s me, okay? I wouldn’t be fucking enlightened if I didn’t know that lmao. Here is this part of my personality again that finds it fucking annoying when smartass people tryna tell me shit I already know lol.
That person existed in fusion with you, just because I call it “my other half” doesn’t mean I think I’m incomplete and need another person to be complete, like come on 🤷♀️, I just said that cuz I wanted to make that joke of “getting rejected by yourself” lol.
“I have a wonderful partner lined up for me”
What, are they all standing in line for you like at a job interview? lmao. Sounds like you’re hiring people n then you give them questionnaires and the person with the highest score gets da girl lmao. Actually, I’m like that too, cuz I’m really judgemental and idealistic and up until now I haven’t met a single fucking person who I was completely satisfied with, as I’ve probably mentioned before somewhere, it would basically be me, but in male form lmao. Until then, I spose I have to use different people for different purposes… how inconvenient lol. I’ll probably be the only person who’ll ever live up to my own standards 🤷♀️
I mean, I don’t NEED it, but as long as I am a fucking human being on this planet, I’d like to sleep with someone too from time to time lmao, and it’d be nice if it was my ideal, cuz I ain’t settling for anyone less than that 🤷♀️
I was thinking again today, it’d be nice if I met someone who is really just like me, understands everything I say, even without us saying anything, is on the same level, has come to the same conclusions and doesn’t need me to explain everything to him using fucking words and is not partially trapped in the materialistic world and doesn’t fucking waste my time with small talk, cuz he thinks that’s what he should do, even if I tell him I’m not interested in basic shit 🤷♀️
I am kinda exhausted by all the people around me who’re talking about “normal” stuff only all the time. And when I come up with deeper stuff and tell people about the synchronicities I’m experiencing or something, then a lot of them try to play it down, deny it, get annoyed etc. 🤷♀️ Well, I’m sorry, but I don’t have any fucking tolerance left for that anymore, okay? It’s time to get some real enlightened friends 😂, which is not that easy, cuz pseudo-spiritual people are everywhere 🤷♀️ lol.
So and then there was that dumbass of a dude on the penpal site I’m using, Idk why consciousness created that shithead, but he’s been following me around since the fucking beginning of time 🤷♀️. Like the first time he saw my profile he sent me a message, which I ignored, then he kept looking at my profile. Then I deleted and made new profiles multiple times on that site, and every single time he sent me fucking messages talking shit, trying to project his arrogance onto me etc. When I blocked him on that site, he even tried to keep talking to me on Instagram. Then I asked him why the fuck he was following me around like a fucking parasite and he said it was just a friendly “hi” and “You don’t even know me.”. Nah, dude. I fucking know you. I look at your dumb face, I look at your dumb username, I look at the dumb way you talk and I feel the dumb energy behind it. I fucking know you better than you know yourself lol.
Are you fucking dumb, dude? I told you multiple times I’m not fucking interested in you and I don’t wanna fucking talk to you and you still keep talking shit lmao. He be like I’m arrogant and reject the whole world and act like I’m always right and the rest of the world is wrong. Uhm, nah, man. That’s just your own fucking arrogance and ignorance that you’re projecting onto me.
And yes, of course it may look like I’m bashing the entire world, cuz the truth is that the fucking majority of people are still fucking ignorant and have no idea what I’m talking about most of the time and what place it comes from. I don’t think in terms of words n shit, I think in terms of energy and your “friendly hi” along with your dumb-looking face, stupid usernsme and your arrogant offer to teach me shit or talk, which I didn’t even ask for immediately tell me that you’re not worth my fucking time, Jesus Christ!
Well, I seem to be getting those people a lot recently, maybe the Universe wants to test me lol. Cuz they be telling me I’m the one who’s arrogant and thinks she’s always right, but can’t be always right lmao. Is that what you are testing, Universe? Whether I can stand my ground? Don’t worry, no one is as stubborn and righteous as I am, so I will stand my ground even at the risk of death (which you all know, is very welcome to me 😂).
Well, guess what, the truth is most of the time, I AM right, okay? Not my fault if you can’t see it 🤷♀️. I am proving it to you every single fucking day, but if you close your eyes to the truth, then what can I do? Not a lot, I fear. Then only death will wake you up. And even then you might just reincarnate and go through the same shit all over again, so better wake up now and then rest in peace for fucking ever. At least that’s what I’m gonna do lol, I ain’t coming back again, I’m done with this earthly shit and its stupid people 😂
And guess what else, I also drew a card today which said:
“You see clearly now. Owl Spirit arrives to remind you that the wisdom within you is informed by your keen senses and the wisdom within the consicousness we all share. Even in the darkes night, the owl sees clearly and is guided by every sense it has, including the first sense of intuition. Right now, your sensitives are turbocharged and you are receiving messages from all directions.
Owl Spirit reminds you to be wise and pay attention to what’s between the lines, what is invisible to the naked eye, what cannot be heard with the ears, and what others may not be able to perceive. With all your senses aroused, you have much knowledge available to you.
Intuition is real and can provide the clarity you need to understand your situation right now. Your relationship, your finances, your job – whatever it is, you can see the truth clearly now.”
You think I’m getting these messages for nothing or what? No. I am the one who sees and knows and you are the one who’s deluded lol. All you do is look at my words without understanding them, let alone the energy behind them n then make assumptions based on how you view yourself and your opinions on how other people should be. You think because I talk in a rough way sometimes I’m always aggressive for no fucking reason? Naw. I’m just as aggressive as you are stupid, I’m just reflecting the energy that you send out. I’m just your fucking mirror lol.
And why did I kick ma twin bro out of my life, you ask? Well, he was a little bit too moody and negative for my liking. Also was closing his eyes to the truth and rather judgemental in an egoic way, sometimes he would just pick a fight for no apparent reason and then tell me he had a bad day n how people were treating him badly. Dude, you probably brought that upon yourself 🤷♀️ I mean, the energy you emit is moody and somewhat passive-aggressive a lot of times, so it’s not very pleasant to be around you. And stop venting out your anger on people who have nothing to do with it 🤷♀️ Cuz with the impression you make, it’s only natural that people wanna attack you 🤷♀️
Phew, okay, I guess I needed to release all the dense energy that has piled up over the past couple days, I guess. Y’know, I was hoping to be able to raise the vibrations of those people enough to feel a little lighter, but guess their own lives and their identification with their egos is still stronger 🤷♀️
Y’know what I also noticed? Girls be talking about themselves so much, it’s annoying lol. I feel sorry for all the dudes who always give their attention to girls without ever getting anything back 😂. I have like 2 female friends and especially when I talk to them on the phone, it’s just exhausting lmao. They shortly ask me “How are you?” and since I’m not very into that kinda conversations, I don’t say a lot and then they go on and on talking ’bout themselves and what they’re doing and what new stuff they bought and what they ate… Girls, pleeeeease 😭😭😭 lol. Now I understand why I mostly had dude friends in my life 😂 But generally, I always seem to end up listening more than I talk 😂 They be talking shit and me next to them is like
Maybe I’m destined to not find a single person who understands me (I don’t really think so, I always hope n believe, but for da sake of the joke!) and let my shit out on platforms like these 🤷♀️ That way, at least I make a contribution somehow, cuz other people can read and learn, y’know? Maybe also have a laugh or two 😂
Anyway, it’s fucking late again lol, so I’ll go to bed. See ya lataaa! lol
Oh and last, but not least, the song that I mentioned above to brighten your day! 🤣
And then another song that also puts me in a good mood, that came to my mind cuz I wrote about it in another blog post and it was viewed and liked by a person from Japan today 😈
Also fits the mood of ma new profile pic 😂😂😂
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