Had this image in my mind for quite a while now.
Okay, I guess I’m officially broke now for the first time in my life lmao.
My gramma called me again today asking a bunch of shit, like “Is everything in the place it should be yet?”. Jesus Christ, are you fucking dumb? Nothing has to be anywhere, okay? No one fucking cares if ma cup is in the kitchen or in the bathroom, for fuck’s sake -.- lol. My gramma is one of those people where everything has to be in a certain place stored a certain way, otherwise they’ll get all cranky and sulky and shit -.- Like you don’t put the shoes where they’ve been? -> mood goes doooown.
I used to be like that too. You see how shit is passed on over generations until one kid finally wakes up and realizes: “Oh wait, what is this? What am I even doing here? Why is everyone so fucking deluded?”
N then she invited me to have lunch with her and I said that I don’t know if I can get up early enough yet and then she be doing her usual unsatisfied “Hm…” -.- Fucking annoying lol. Whenever something doesn’t go her way or she doesn’t get the answer she wants, she goes “Hm” in a very… in a way that makes you wanna punch her in her stupid face and tell her that the shit she’s so obsessed with doesn’t fucking matter lol.
I said I don’t know if I can make it, but she be talking like it’s already certain. Girl, stop controlling people. I’ll most likely just not go lol. She’s old, but she’s gotta learn that not everything needs a fucking system and that she can’t fucking control people, especially not me 😈 lol.
I noticed that I’m a little more agitated on the days when I don’t eat meat… I seriously need it to stay grounded, otherwise I’ll just… explode or something 😂
Anywho, here’s today’s ポットキャスト！(Podcast in Japanese, cuz the pronunciation is so cool 😂 Pottokasuto! 😂)
And for some reason I am pretty emotional today and I listen to different stuff on YouTube and just feel like crying and then I do a little and then the song is over and I’m back to neutral and so on…
Last thing I just clicked was song by Miley Cyrus (not something I usually listen to lmao), but then the lyrics went like:
Who owns my heart?
Is it love or is it art?
And that made me cry. Also, kinda matches my artwork here, huh? 😂 Even the video’s colors… Like red n black and the glitter, you see?
Man, but… in terms of performance and dance and stuff no one can compete with K-pop, y’know? 😂 Like this is extremely boring in terms of performance compared to K-pop music videos 😂
Also, you know what’s always relaxing? Looking at this live stream of the Namsan Tower in Seoul… Especially the night view… I love it.
I’ve been up there several times, so it’s even more interesting to look at it. Isn’t it amazing? You don’t even need to leave the house anymore to see all those amazing places in real time! I mean, look at all the amazing stuff that exists! And people be treating it as if it was nothing special, taking it for granted like… Be a little more aware and grateful, people! 😠 Like this shit, have you never asked yourself why it exists?!
Man, whenever I see that video… It reminds me of my ex 😂 and the first time I went to Korea. You know, it looks so peaceful and beautiful from up there, especially at night. But when you’re inside the city… everything is just concrete and grey and noisy and crowded… I mean, of course there architecturally beautiful places, when it comes to design and stuff, Koreans really hit my spot 😎, but when I think of being surrounded by mostly concrete as opposed to nature and trees, it feels rather depressing lol. Like it would be much harder there to not lose touch with yourself, with your divine nature.
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