Y’know, I took a closer look at the lyrics of this song again…
They ask me “Who you love?” like Cool J
80’s baby down
Are you kidding me? 😂 You know, my twin flame’s name starts with J and everyone just calls him “Jay”, he told me and you know what else? He was born in the 80’s as well! hahaha! 😂😂😂
So uhm… If that’s you talking to me, Jay, ya got no right to be like that, I mean… who’s the one who be acting like we’re in an exclusive relationship, but then also be like “But I still want to have the opportunity to fuck around with other people as well” 🤷♀️
Nah ah. I mean, I ain’t robbing anyone of their freedom, y’know? 🤷♀️ You’re of course always free to do whatever you want, no matter if you are in a relationship with me or not, but depending on what you do and what kinda feeling I get when I’m around ya, I will also adjust myself to it, ya know? 🤷♀️ And if I can sense that you’re not 100% committed, then I certainly won’t be committed as well, like at all lol. It’s either 100 or 0. 😂
So, if you wanna fuck around with other people, go fuck around with other people, but then without me and without acting like you da victim here 😂😂😂
I met ma 88 y/o grandma friend today who also lives in this building and she be telling me things like “Girls these days don’t smile anymore…” and “It’s because of what this world has become…”, “It wasn’t like this 40 years ago…” and I was thinking hmm, now that she says it… girls I see outside or occasionally in the building really don’t smile a lot… they look deadly serious and… down lol. I just haven’t really paid attention to it, cuz I’m always walkin’ around giggling to myself, talking to myself, thinking about what stuff I wanna create and throw out into the world next 😂
But that still seems to be the case with most of people these days, huh? You’ve become like dead machines, working on autopilot, thinking monetary and material success is all that matters, huh? Social status? No wonder you’re all dead inside and deadly serious about everything… in that state of mind, at that vibration, of course you don’t smile a lot 🤷♀️
And you know what, you remember yesterday I posted that rant on people’s fixation on money… and shortly after this was published on Instagram 😈
Ya see? What’s your money worth when you fucking die? Not more than a fucking trash can lmao, even less than that – nothin’ 😂
So you better realize that now than later, when it’s too late or you will end up like ma grandma, trying to buy people with money and material shit while being an annoying person 🤷♀️ lol.
So and then yesterday, after publishing my blog post and right before going to bed, I saw angel number 888 three times in a row 😂 Here da proof (storage):
And no, that’s not because the numbers of the storage stay the same if you don’t add anything to it, those numbers change all the time and I’m getting a lot of them like 777 and 999 (which I also saw on a car number plate today 😂) and then certain sequences like 858 and 747 a lot 🤷♀️ Anywhooo, what does 888 mean?
“Angel Number 888 brings an uplifting message of encouragement from your angels telling of achievements, success, striving forward, progress and attainment. It brings a message to stay optimistic and listen to your intuition and inner-guidance. Set solid foundations for yourself and your loved ones as this will ensure your future prosperity. The Universe and your angels will always support you, but it is your responsibility to ensure that you put in the appropriate work and effort when and where necessary. You are encouraged to live up to your full potential.
Angel Number 888 indicates that financial and material abundance is on its way into your life and may be suggesting that you will receive unexpected rewards for past good work. Karma re-paid in kind.
Angel Number 888 tells you that your life purpose is fully supported by the Universe. The Universe is abundant and generous and wishes to reward you. Great financial prosperity is yours, now and in the future.
Angel Number 888 may also suggest that a phase in your life is about to end and is a sign of forewarning to enable you to prepare yourself and your life accordingly. It may also indicate that you are winding up an emotional, career or relationship phase in your life.
N there we have it 🤷♀️ lol. I’m pretty sure the Universe will take care of me somehow, so I ain’t worrying about money 😂😂😂
Sooo… almost forgot about what I initially wanted to talk about, hence the title 😂 Y’know, when I write this stuff here, I don’t necessarily expect or even desire any comments or other stuff in return… It feels weird 😂 So I was thinking about closing comments, because every time someone leaves a comment, I’m like “Who? What? Why? Why are they talking to me?!” 😂
Also, I’m kinda like… Y’know, I don’t really put this stuff out there, because I wanna hear other people’s opinions (cuz at this point I don’t need much validation from the outside (altho I do appreciate all the cool stuff you’re commenting 😎) and I think I’m great and always right anyways 🤷♀️🤣🤣🤣 Call it arrogance – call it confidence 🤣🤣🤣), I put it out there cuz it’s fun and it’s supposed to wake you up and maybe entertain you 😂
Anywhooo… what should I do? Ooo, this would be a nice verse in a poem:
What should I do?
🤣🤣🤣 *cough* Okay, so I just think I’m in a more introverted phase right now, because prior to this, I was just taking on everything and everyone who came at me with their shit and told them how stupid they were lol. And of course, when you use a lot of rough language like me and call people out on their shit, some of them will just not understand it and get hella aggressive, y’know? 🤷♀️
Like you think you’re being completely reasonable and not ignorant and arrogant at all, but in reality you emit that unpleasant douchebag kinda energy that makes me wanna punch you in yo’ stupid face, so 🤷♀️
Uhh… what I wanna say is, I think I am a little exhausted from telling stupid people that they are stupid (cuz you know, can’t argue with stupid people 🤷♀️🤣) and also exhausted from being talked to in general. I’ve never really understood people’s obsession with comments anyway, so 🤷♀️ Cuz I think if I got a lotta comments, I’d just be overwhelmed and feel like the nice and quiet cozy atmosphere of ma blog is disturbed 🤣🤣🤣
Sometimes I think that I just wanna be like the sun, y’know? Just be there, shining ma light, expect nothing in return and fucking burn everyone who comes too close or throws their shit at me 😈😈😈 lol.
Anyway, most of the time, it’s enough for me to look at the stats and see that someone at least viewed ma stuff 😈 But yeah, I am not sure what I should do, so 🤷♀️ just keeping it as it is for now. If, at some point, comments are closed, ya know why 🤣, which doesn’t mean ya can’t talk to me ofc, there plenty of possibilities to do so, no? (Altho I think most people are probably too scared to do so 😂😂😂)
I think I’m more in hibernation mode these days 🤣🤣🤣 Like my mind is a little foggy and I’m low(er) energy 😂
Don’t take the shit I’m saying here too seriously (except the stuff you should take seriously of course! What’s that, you ask? Well, that you have to find out for yourself 😈, said the wise teacher 🤣🤣🤣), cuz I don’t really do either 🤷♀️ Like I can be saying something here and the next moment I’ve already forgotten about it or changed ma mind (about the superficial stuff, not consciousness ofc) 😂😂😂
And as a nice ending for this post, a fucking epic amazing picture I found today that perfectly fits the cozy atmosphere of these days 😊😊😊
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